Monday, 9 November 2009


im waiting for my first salary ...look at lame me waiting for my 1st salary still not granted ..hopefully would get it in 1 or 2 days :P

Rest all happy happy just back from rajasthan tour hoping to post a new post in my simplyshreya keep reading till then ..

Thursday, 1 October 2009


yippee first day at office :)

well i just joined something out of my stream and something non techie :D
i joined a newspaper as Feature writer and this one is just about to get launched in a months or two time with everything new lk style writing news presentations etc etc.. so i also joined them i went for a casual interview and got handpicked :) cool right!!
ya I'm excited lets see how the time goes .... till now it was good and nice working day kal se real kaam chalu ... hope i can keep up with my writing into different sections of paper ...
wish me luck
adios :)

Thursday, 13 August 2009


Its been for weeks i dint feel like posting anything ...
i still dont its been the same thing over n over again..

anyways i'm not into any job right now just doing my Oracle certification course and thats almost >15 days done,
so just going around and coming back home...
somehow im just collecting the time i have at home now i dont really know when would i get back all the time i spend with my family so every sec that passes by is losing every sec, anyways i'm just spirited with the feeling that life has much more to offer and that change is something that even my parents want for me :D.... May be they wanna kick me out of home :P

Just a tinge of my hometown n my family... i feel good here have never gone out may be im scared partly or may be its just plain attachment i dont know what ... whatever it is there's something feeling that we all retrive from our loved ones, known faces or just known places...
some soothing feeling
may be most of us and ya even if i move out i too would feel comfortable with those changes later and then have those same soothing feeling from them..
whatever i must have bored you off to your limits...

just buzzed off to say that im alive and i will post whenever i feel like :)
thanks for bearing me

c ya later

Sunday, 5 July 2009

5 July 09

sorry all had been away for vacation to my native place for a long long time so just couldnt put up anything ...

anyways days were good expect for the fact that im still jobless :P ahh this recession killed all oour hopes of joining our companies at the earliest now we are at our longest waiting queues ever :P btw i was simply planning of being a lecturer you know atleast i have just passed all my sem's without back so i can still hope of being a lecturer ?? sounds freaky at times ...we were such scoundrels to our teachers hardly attened their classes being aware of what was being taught :) like any engg it was only in those last days that we could do some good to our studies :)
but imagining yourself being at the same situation is ahh i donno what !! yeah as teachers you need to study more than you ever studied during your own college days...
nevertheless i dont wish to stay jobless and cannot let my skills get evaporated so some desperate tries ...

Ok so now there were lotsa things i did during these days way back was enjoying my family time with the eldest member of my family alive and it was so so good .. My Grand pa :)
sometimes i wonder how less we realise that some special & quality time we spend with our loved ones makes them so happy ...
if you have an elder member in your home try notice the happiness on their face when you are with them laughing and talking they are true kids !!

well then off for today any new events i would post in here till then
adios :)

Friday, 12 June 2009

12 June 09

how many of you hate dentists? or atleast going to dentists !!

often we avoid going to dentist and never look forward to it ... but there are some bad days where you have to go to a doc and actually face them :P

ahh my wisdom tooth is coming out right molar as they say ... and its coming out in some bad shape i should say with lotsa pain and swollon gums ..anyways i had to today visit  dentist and God i acted unlike what i was expecting myself to act like .... i dint have so much fear of visiting a dentist probably bz this is my 1st encounter with dentist ... so i was phobiac about it all..
but after today i sure would be :P 

anyways good he dint extract my tooth today itself gave me some time and medications saying if pain is tolerable then may be we dont need to operate it :P though he said it wa just 3 min operation i doubt what i would act like next time :D

chalo i better tolerate my pain ..and wonder why God gives us wisdom tooth any benefits due to it?? i doubt that if you know any let me know...

till then adios :)

Sunday, 7 June 2009

7 June 09

Well aaj tak sab complains karte hain ki bijli nahi aati...
but we today had to complain about OVER VOLTAGE So much more voltage and so much above 240V that it burnt all the electrical appliances that were switched on then ...

ya true thank God my computer was saved as i wasnt working on it so it was switched off ... credits to our government working systems how efficiently they work ...a day before you had to run with brooms in hand so that they let you have some current and the next day they give you so much that it burns your electrical appliances ...i tell you X( X( ##@@@##&*&*##
Ab babu logon ko kuch bhi bol nahi sakte so we need to OVER ALERT about our own appliances....

Forget it the day was good but yeah i only slept :D nothing more pleasant than sleeping esp when you couldnt sleep all night(you wouldnt want me to repeat that voltage story again)

hmm.. a part of this incident reminded me of how vulnerable we are to the comfort of this world..we lose any of them and we turn phobic...
we never test and try think if we can actually live without them?? so easily each one of us can detach ourselves from our families go out to live in new cities and new environment saying its for our career and we find it so hard to spend a day without lights?
Amazing na !! a few years back it was we humans who created science for our own advantage so that we can control forces of nature and direct them for our ease amd with time we have lost the clue of why we created things... today they control us we have virtually lost control over ourselves.
The things we created some day is giving us the feeling of being the master while we arnt so !!
what shall we do??
should we do something??
i personally feel we should so that we can actually still be our own master but for this we need to go back deep into the old thoeries of detachment...detachments from worldy things...
and this is something very hard to think !! we can hardly think of missing our favourite serials how can we even imagine missing each of (so called) necessary amenities of life ...

But how?? 

you need to think about it and so do i ... partly practically how ... adding to our advantage .. think !!

till then wait and read my next post :)

Saturday, 6 June 2009

6 June 09

Home empty and lonely....

my niece left back for her home today morning so khali to lagega na ...hmm..

anyways so now since i have time to add into my blog daily :)

well these days have been so good and so happy that i literally forgot about my blog ..dint feel like coming all over and penning things down..i mean what could i have written that im enjoying with my little cutie :P
playing bat ball and jumping around th ehouse ...whatever i did was just sheer fun and cant put them to words.

One thing that happend is worth telling :P i have completely lost the speed of typing :D tats so bad i need to look out for each and every letter before i can type :P
Hope i can keep up with the speed and match it after a few of my posts :)

Ahh finally the rains this sorching heat and humid season rain was really a delight but thanks to our electricity department we had to stay in blackout for WHOLE 6 HOURS...
i mean thats the limit yaar a sudden inflinct of rain and storm and whole city has gone dark :O
yap whole city andhera and andhera !!!!

useless to say they kept their phones out so that they dont get disturbed after all kitna important kaam karte hain bhai !!
you cant even think of saying them anything else reply comes
" arey madam andhi aayi hai kya kar sakte hain!!!  "

I tell you in such cases you feel like moving out of reciever and hitting the person on other side on head..

anyways my story will go long and long for now i end my daily update and go back to my sweetie mom as i know today she is a bit upset as her little cutie ke bina ghar khali khali hai :)
Grandparents i tell you a kid in every sense :) love them for being the way they are :D

thats India my jaan :) where else can you find such close knitted familes huh!!

adios till then 
takecare......... :)

Wednesday, 3 June 2009

3 June 09

its 3rd of june today and almost a month has passed since the proper exams at college were over... im not jobless but at home till my company calls my sis n little niece are enjoying but they too would leave soon by 6th .. so these days i have been spending my time with my family and not so much blogging shogging..

anywz these days the days dont seem to end mom doesnt let me work much at hardly cooking and small chores at home and spending good time with parents and rest of th eday trying being innovative making some nice craft stuff :P dont know much much good not proffessional kinda though just being experimentative :)
paintings glitters etc ...lets see how days to come by go ... free time milte hi aur blogging shogging pe lag jaungi :D

adios till then

Tuesday, 19 May 2009

19 May 09

hey ya hii ..

aha i did tell you that my exams had ended but did i tell you my little niece ( my sis's baby ) is here ... :D

yap the kid in the pic is my sweet " Tia " thats her name nick name :D
anyways it was when she was here that i realized how happy my parents are .. its so essential for grandparents to meet and be with their grandchildren na so much of happiness just to be with their loved one's ...

You know all kids are special in themselves but the truth is that they are always a 10 times more special beings when they are with their grandparents like kehte hai na " asal se sood pyaara hota hai  " kinda that :)

hmm..i am just one of those people happy at knowing that somewhere my parents are doubly happy being with this angel for them her smile says it all ...what glamour a little kid can create no good looking lady can ever create that for them :) thats the speciality of true love ....

Anyways thats sorta my daily update and yap she was the reason for my absence for 5 days :P dont blame it on me :P i would try be a bit more regular since days and nights are more easy to work now more relaxing and except cooking and playing sleeping and eating i am doing nothing ;) still thats a lot of work for a person like me :D
In short i love being at home :)

see you next time..
adios :)

Wednesday, 13 May 2009

13 may 09

Yipee oopiee wopiee :P

exams end finally i too am an engineer :P hehe!!

ahh so much a relief exams end and so did my tension of working on another paper :D

ya but some more work to do :(
clean cupboards arrange books sell older books etc etc :P
everything that i avoided saying its my exam time :P hehe but now i hav to do them :P

anyways all's well that ends well :)
so i am happy very very happy :)

but yaa yaar im gonna miss my lovely college days and friends now !! i know long time in college but still seems a talk of yesterday ....everyone got senti at the last day hmm...
sad would miss each other :( but never mind we all have a gr8 life ahead and im sure we would be happy seeing these moments years later hai na!!
i know its painful to leave your most beautiful moment sbehind and move ahead in life but each one of us has to ... koi na hoping thing be happier in future for all ...

love all my friends :D


Tuesday, 28 April 2009


This is not done i just cant write anything :( how will i just not getting time exams yaar :( kitna time lete hain ... and look at the gaps between paper just a day or max 2 not done ..but anyways once i come back to my writing avtaar i assure there's no stopping ..just waiting to wrap up my exam days and then wallah!!!! i will come to write ups and lotsa thoughts :D
Till then keep waiting for me :)


Sunday, 19 April 2009

Back hurt

Bad Day :( yeah yeah i know there's not a single day in the whole year when i dont hurt myself but damn!! i hurt myself just 1 week before exam no im fine not hurt very much but yes i did hurt my back again ...though the good news is that i did hurt it milder than the one i had hurt some 1 month back :D so my back should have recovereed for the next hit :) 

Reason?? ahh!! well nothing new its just that i did try some stunts with my dancing and wallah!!! i dint event do a warm up before i began dancing how cool !!! far too excieted to dance than remeber some basics :) i always do it so whats new with this??
ALL gibberish from past 3 days i had been studing in some good speed was trying to cover up the maximum of my course (well last sem only one good chance to improve result ) but with this hurting my back i dont feel like studing at all :P ( with someone as lazy as me i always look for excuses to not do a stuff :D ... no jokes apart!!) 

anyways have a question for all of you
 does it always happen that you begin studing and suddenly you feel very sleepy and then when you deciede ok i will study later i move off to bed and there you dont feel sleepy at all???? or does this happen to me only??? :-(
With most of my friends they all say its an engineering disease happens to anyone who enters engineering :P haha... what happens to folks in the rest of the streams ??dont they feel sleepy??
thats my query ans me .......

Thursday, 16 April 2009

Mission VOTING accomplished

Casted my Vote successfuly though there was lot of trouble putting it.. i dint lose my heart i finally did cast my vote :)
wah!! what problem what not ??? election officer seemed to be a fool where from do they pick up these officers huh!!.....Anyways i better tell you what happened today else you would kill me for suspense :)

Nothing simply that i entered the booth had my icard of college (NIT sealed n attested and with my photo ) as my identification proof and the list of the official had my photo too....says the list of proofs required for identification doesnt include student i card , i saw the list it said it verifies any member joined with any organization where a valid organisation issues a valid icard when i pointed this out he said madam its for employees 
i replied back saying isnt college a valid organisation that can validate my identity????????? that too when photo matches with your list?
? Infact i told him this was the ICard that i had used during my state elections then Nobody objected why sudden objection now ???

Anyways India me kuch bhi bina hue and cry ke nahi ho sakta it was when i yelled out ki agar proof accept  nahi kiya then vote nahi dalungi :P then representatives of political parties came running(may be realising they would get one less vote ) finally they explained the officer that everything is valid :P 

so anyways :) I casted my Vote :) every election is an experience ....and i would vote no matter what ever trouble comes ........

Happy VOTING.......
Jisko bhi Vote do but Please DO CAST YOUR VOTES 

adios :)

Wednesday, 15 April 2009

Examzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;)

what on earth are exams for i dont like them ....ya i know its probably the last semester exam i'm putting up with :D thats one happy things and finally the torture of giving one exam after another would end but yet i dont just like them at all :P.........I know it eats up the time i use for my creative writing no poems no research over anything no blog write ups for my so in short i just dont have time that is exactly what happens when you study for the exam just a week ahead of it ... i know its nothing so good and most people think girls dont do one night study but ask me im helpless when you dont have notes on what to study till a week before  what can you expect of me???

Anyways it my new year today "PoilaBoishakh" bangla "SHUBHO NAVO BORSHO" so happy new year :D and starting my new year wishing my examz end soon :P and end with its output as pass :P what else do we need :D probability is high after all when you pass 7 semesters successfully you do get some hope and +veness of passing one more :D
Wish me luck all.....preparing for another battel :)

adios :)

Saturday, 11 April 2009

Cooking Cooking !!!!!!!!!!

Its not such an easy job to learn anything and cooking esp which is the forte of all skills i mean you have the same reciepe being cooked by 5 different people and it will at the same time with same ingredients and same environment taste different and out of that 5 you can easily chose the best and the worst so mainly cooking isnt exactly about the food and spices and ingredients involved rather its an art .....AN ART HARD TO CONQUER :P

the usual format i use to learn anything around me is to observe the thing i want to learn , i hate teacher telling me do this n this this way just tell me if what i ended up with was the right or wrong output ...sorta a reinforcement learning in neural netwks ......
anyways thats something that helped me more into cooking :D an i'm happy i ended up doing the things right way :) No i'm definitely not a professional cook not can i boast about feeding more than 5 people at a time but yaah even feeding 5 people is a big deal u see :D ..lately my cooking experiences have been very pleasant and i'm just very happy that i can now cook without mom around me telling do this after that :P so every step for this toddler in cooking is an achievment :) ........Hoping to cook few more dishes that shall be fingre licking good !!!!!!!  and make this my forte too :D 

till then happy eating :)

Monday, 6 April 2009

Light light

Sometimes it happens that you think about lots of things everyday but you cant put that all up in your blog bz you dont have enough content to write about it .... (i do esp bz i feel i cant put up a writing until and unless i have done enough research on something ) thats when i realised many thoughts get washed away just this way without a budge....
But then anyways i decieded i would rather put up some useless stuff part of my thinking thoughts whatever you can say here ....

Something funny keeps happening out everyday today while moving off to my college on road while driving my two wheeler i had accidently left the headlight " ON "  just when a passerby by his action indicated its switched on please turn it off that i realised something was wrong !!!
well as with me i just dont feel like doing any thing just staright that way i smired n felt like keeping th elight ON for a little longer just to see what happens or kinda reaserch how many more people will BUzz me to switch it off .... HELL wow around 14 people on way said me to switch it OFF???? believe it or not everyone passing by was so interested to take a look at how my light on my vehicle was left ON and Do the SAMAJ SEWA telling me " madame please switch it off " the intention that clicks you up then hmm.. LIGHT BACCHAO ENERGY BACCHAO :D good na !!
How i wish people would be similary aware about suchh real things around them ........ REAL THINGS??? what is energy bacchao only for headlights to be switched off?? people notice them even in scorching heat of 2 pm?? 
WHy do they never notice other things??  elections are approaching i dont need to say every Vote counts ? and that does make some difference ( Bz IM SURE YOU KNOW IT !!!! )
but atleast notice things around us .... voice out for them ...
we never say waste water , parched animals , illiterate kids , open drains etc etc

Anyways may b that happened bz it was for correcting a single person ........
who bothers to check the system :P
thats my thought 
whats yours????????

Wednesday, 11 March 2009

Enjoying Colours - Colour Therapy

Happy Holi to all My Friends .... Just A write up about what different colours mean and How too much of each colour effects our body system. Its actually a part of Colour therapy but here I'm just presenting up the a brief of it here.. 

Red is a powerful colour that has always been associated with vitality and ambition. It can help overcome negative thoughts. However, it is also associated with anger ; if we have too much red in our system, or around us, we may feel irritable, impatient, and uncomfortable.

Pink is emotionally soothing and calming, and gives a feeling of gentle warmth and nuturing. It lessons feelings of irritation and aggression, surrounding us with a sense of love and protection. It also alleviates loneliness, despondency, oversensitivity, and vulnerability. While red relates to sexuality, pink is associated with unselfish love.

Orange is a joyous colour. It frees and releases emotions and alleviates feelings of self-pity, lack of self worth, and unwillingness to forgive. It stimulates the mind, renewing interest in life ; it is a wonderful anti-depressant and lifts the spirits. Apricot and Peach is good for nervous exhaustion..

Green has a strong affinity with nature, helping us connect with empathy to others and the natural world. We instinctively seek it out when under stress or experiencing emotional trauma. It creates a feeling of comfort, laziness and relaxation, calmness, and space, lesseining stress, balancing and soothing the emotions. Dark green represents the onset of death and is non-descript, unassertive, a negation of love and joy. Lime green and olive green can have a detrimental effect on both physical and emotional health since sickly yellow and green are associated with the emotions of envy, resentment, and possessiveness.

Yellow is also a happy, bright, and uplifting colour, a celebration of sunny days. It is associated with the intellectual side of the mind, and the expression of thoughts. It therefore aids the powers of discernment and dis-crimination, memory and clear thinking, decision making and good judgment. It also helps good organization, assimilation of new ideas, and the ability to see different points of view. It builds self-confidence and encourages an optimistic attitude. Conversely, dull yellow can be the colour of fear.

TURQUOISE- We associate blue greens with the refreshing and cool ocean. It is therefore invigorating, cooling, and calming. Like green, turquoise is good for mental strain and tiredness or feeling washed out. It is an elevating colour that encourages us to make a sparkling fresh start. Turquoise is also helpfull for feelings of loneliness, since it heightens communication, sensitivity, and creativity.

Blue is a cool, calming colour and is associated with a higher part of the mind than yellow. It represents the night, so it makes us feel calm and relaxed as if we are being soothed by the deep blue of the night sky. Light and soft blue, make us feel quiet and protected from all the bustle and activity of the day, and alleviates insomnia. Blue inspires mental control, clarity, and creativity. Midnight blue has a strong sedative effect on the mind, allowing us to connect to our intuitive and femine side. Too much dark blue can be depressing however.

MAGENTA - When we are feeling despondent and worried about our condition, or are feeling angry and frustrated, magenta draws us out of this attitude and lets our spirits soar. It is a spiritual colour but also with practical overtones, associated with a compassion, support and kindness. From a negative perceptive, magenta, like violet, makes us desire to be lifted out of the demanding world and avoid challenges. It can also be too relaxing. So avoid magenta if you are chronically depressed or introverted.

INDIGO VIOLET AND PURPLE - These have a deep affect on the psyche and have been used in psychiatric care to help calm and pacify patients suffering from a number of mental disorders and nervous disorders. These colours balance the mind and help transform obsessions and fears. Indigo is a powerful, psychic colour associated with the ride of the brain, and stimulates intiution and imagination. It is also a strong sedative. Violet and purple are colours of transformation at a very deep level, bringing peace and combating fear and shock. They have a cleansing effect in emotional disturbances. They are also connected with artistic and musical impulses, mystery, and sensitivity to beauty and high ideals, stimulating creativity, inspiration, sensitivity, spirituality and compassion. Violet can exert strrong psychic influences, however, and a person attracted by it has to guard against living in a fantasy world.

BLACK - This colour is both comforting, protective, and mysterious. It is associated with silence, the infinite, and the femine life force-passive, uncharted, and mysterious. Black can also prevent us from growing and changing. We often cloak ourselves in black to hide from the world.

WHITE - The colour of ultimate purity is white. It is an all-around colour of protection, bringing peace and comfort, alleviating emotional shock and despair, and helping inner cleansing of emotions, thoughts, and spirit. If you need time and space to reflect on your life, white can give you a freedom, and uncluttered openness. Too much white, however, can be cold and isolating.

SILVER _ Silver is the colour of the moon, which is everchanging. It relates to the feminine principle and the emotional, sensitive aspect of the mind. It balances, harmonizes, and is mentally cleansing.

Grey is associated with independence, self-reliance, self-control. Grey acts as a shield from outside influence. However, grey generally has a negative feeling-thick grey clouds, fog, smoke. Grey is the colour of evasion and non-commitment since it is neither black nor white. It relales to walling everything off, remaining seperate, uncommitted, and uninvolved, inevitably leading to loneliness. It also denotes self-criticism.

BROWN -The colour of Mother Earth, brown brings a sense of stability, alleviating insecurity. However, it also relates to bottling up of emotion, a retreat from and a fear of the outside world, and also narrow-mindedness. This often results from a lack of self-worth.

GOLD -Like yellow, gold is associated with the sun, and therefore related to abundance and power, higher ideals, wisdom, and understanding. It is mentally revitalizing, energizing and inspiring, and helpfull for fear, uncertainty, and lack of interest. Pale gold is excellent for depression and sharpens the mind.

Thursday, 5 February 2009

How much Unedited??

I have a question i kw i hardly have people to respond me on this but i prefer to ask this :) here ...
how much to get unedited on blogs??
should i come up with my Unedited version on different topics and on my personal life then may b there's much show left :P lots to cover up and lots to opinionise about :) ...
anywz may b thats bz u often meet so many different people in life and so strange they are all makes you feel whats on their mind ?? either they feel the world's fool or they themselves are a BIG fool :D . Nevertheless people have their own versions like softwares do and truly they do changed and get upgraded within few years but to mark the difference they dont always get better when they grow up :P For human beings the latest version could even be worse than what existed before..

anyways my idea was to know should i get candid about people like these on my blog Donno why but i have strong urge to write about them :P i know once i do they may not talk with me ever but then :P whats wrong every1 has opinions so can i have right !!! :D